BI EIGHTEEN FEELING UNWORTHY
THE PROCESS OMEGA CHURCH OF THE FINAL JUDGEMENT Wednesday 25th February 1970
Brethren, As it is,
1. 1 We set ourselves strange standards of what we should be to deserve the status of Processean. And everyone of us feels, from time to time, that we come nowhere near those standards. We feel that we are unworthy, that we don't belong, that we are the very opposite to what a Processean should be, and that our presence is a burden on everyone else.
2 When will we truly understand our function?
3 A major part of it is to live, when necessary, alternately in heaven and hell; to sink and to rise from the top to the bottom and back again. We have scarcely begun if we have not felt that we are unworthy, that we don't belong, that we are the very opposite to what a Processean should be, and that our presence is a burden on everyone else!
4 A Processean is one who endures. As long as we are here, whether flying high or struggling in the mind, we belong. And whatever the apparency, remember this: the lower we are at any given moment the greater the share of the burden we are CARRYING, not creating.
5 We cannot create burdens, we can only carry them. And if we adjust our vision to this simple fact, and cease to invalidate ourselves, they will cease to be burdens and become calmly accepted limitations, necessary for the correct progress of the Game.
6 If you are here you belong. And if you belong you are beloved. Do not question the choice of the Gods - nor Their work for that matter because They have not only chosen you, They have both created, AND chosen you!
7 And as for feeling unworthy. What else should we feel? What else COULD we feel until we attain the perfection that we know is in everyone of us?
So be it.
[ Signature Robert ]
25th February 1970 ROBERT DE GRIMSTON, OMEGA, LONDON, ENGLAND.
THIS MATERIAL IS THE PROPERTY OF THE PROCESS